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08:28 am
[Link] | Took the AP English Lit. test today! Four hrs. in the lecture room, and I finished the essays before time! Whewww...haha 6th Hr. was too funny playing Taboo. Jason's "oh crap", and Jeff pretending to hit Ms. Kevonian back when she was pulling at him. And Bayer. Haha, him totally not understanding that you couldn't say the words on the cards, and then going over to the desk and flipping the hourglass over as he was still talking. Then pushing the buzzer and running out of the room and then coming back in a few minutes later, hitting the buzzer and running out again. Just felt like writing that stuff.
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03:19 am
[Link] | I got a 198/200 on my humongous poetry project. She only marked me down 2 pts. for one of the twenty-two or so? I am so happy for that. Thank You, God!
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06:14 am
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took this from u teresa
. name =Megan
x. birthday = not tellin
x. piercings = 5
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = not important
x. shoe size = 6 if that explains it
x. hair color = brown/blonde
x. hair length = mid-back
x. siblings = 1
x. pets = 6
last...
x. movie you rented = Elizabeth for e.c. in AP comp. government. Don't ever rent it.
x. movie you bought = ??? I don't buy many movies
x. song you listened to = "Boom" P.O.D.
x. song you've downloaded = I don't download music
x. song that was stuck in your head = "Boom" P.O.D.
x. cd you bought = a bunch of these cd's for like $2.99...classical and relaxation
x. cd you listened to = Inspirational piano music
x. person you've called = Megan
x. person that's called you = Megan
x. tv show you've watched = The Simpsons
do...
x. you have a bf or gf = nope
x. you have a crush on someone = I'm not sure
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = at the Kogelmann Estate in lovely Kissimmee
x. you think about suicide = no, it's so not an option
x. you believe in online dating = it works for some people I guess
x. others find you attractive = I don't know
x. you want more tattoos = NO
x. you drink = NO
x. you do drugs = NO
x. you smoke = NO
x. you like cleaning = it's stressful
x. you like roller coasters = ya-huh
x. you write in cursive or print = I've developed my own style of incorporating both into my writing
x. you carry a donor card = no
x. you have a secret that no one knows about = not that I can really think of
x. you have your own phone line = cell phone
x. you talk to yourself = not anymore
x. you like morning or night better = it depends, when you are gonna do something great, the morning is wonderful, but it's nice at night when it's late to gather thoughts
x. you consider yourself a good friend = I dunno, I try to be
x. you like the country or the city = both
x. you like surprises = only if they're positive ones
x. you like being single = no comment
for or against..
x. long distance relationships = against
x. using someone = against
x. suicide = against
x. killing people = against
x. teenage smoking = against
x. doing drugs = against
x. driving drunk = against
x. premarital sex = against
x. gay/lesbian relationships = against
x. soap operas = against
x. cheating on someone = against
best..
x. ice cream flavor = cotton candy confetti
x. gum = Bazooka
x. tv show = don't know
x. thing in the world = God and Jesus
x. thing to collect = I tried collecting Jone's Soda pics...
x. colours of all time = pink, blues
x. things to do on a rainy day = inhale the fresh air
favorite...
x. food = chicken noodle soup w/ dumpling noodles, mac n' cheese
x. song = I like a lot of songs, too hard to pick a favorite
x. thing to do = art
x. thing to talk about = summer/spring/memories
x. sports = dancing/bad minton
x. drinks = freezing cold water, Blue Bubble Gum Jone's Soda
x. clothes = my vintage tees
x. picture = I don't know, I like a lot of different pieces for different reasons
x. film = FORREST GUMP!
x. band = can't choose a favorite
x. holiday = Easter
x. car = don't really have a favorite
have you...
x. ever cried over a guy = yeah
x. ever lied to someone = yeah
x. ever been lied to = yeah
x. ever been in a fist fight = like with my brother maybe
x. ever thought about committing suicide = not really, it's not a choice.
x. ever been jealous of someone = sadly, yes
x. ever been in detention = no
x. ever cheated on someone = no
what...
x. shampoo do you use = Dove
x. cologne do you use = sometimes Calgon stuff
x. shoes do you wear = well my favorites are my old Chuckie T's
x. is the first thing you notice about someone = their overall disposition
x. do you want to be when you grow up = something involved with art
x. time do you usually get up = 6 a.m. on weekdays, it varies on weekends
x. time you usually go to bed = 10-11 p.m. on weekdays, varies on weekends
x. is you’re best friends name = Jesus
x. is on the walls of your room = a printed picture, a crucifix with palm leaves behind it, a cross, a calender
x. are you scared of = dying
x. is your favorite word to say = just goofy random stuff
x. is your favorite phrase to say = stuff from Forrest Gump
x. you doing right now = getting ready to eat sum mac n' cheese
x. what song are you listening to = none
x. what are you wearing = gray tee, gray sweatshirt, jeans
number...
x. of times I have been in love? = 1
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = don't know
x. of hearts I have broken? = hopefully none
x. of guys slept with? = 0
x. of continents I have lived in? = 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? = 0
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? I only really trust God and Jesus
x. of people I consider my enemies? = not really anyone
x. of people from secondary school that I stayed in contact with? = elementary school? three of my buddies
x. of cd's that I own? = countless
x. of times my name appeared in the newspaper? = like 10 in school paper, maybe twice in public?
x. of scars on my body? = I dunno, like 2
x. of things in my past that I regret? = a lot of stuff
within the last 24 hours, have you?.
x. had a serious talk = yeah
x. hugged someone = yes
x. gotten along well with your parents = yeah
x. fought with a friend = no
x. watched the sunset = no
x. went swimming = no
x. danced = no
x. sang a song = yes
x. told someone you loved them = yeah
x. wished you told someone you loved them = yeah
do you like to?.
x. give hugs = yeah
x. give back rubs = not really
x. take walks in the rain = yeah
x. get dressed up = depends
x. meet new people = depends
x. stay up late = yeah
x. talk on the phone = NO!
x. make out = no, not senselessly lusting
x. say goodbye = no
x. go to school = hardly ever
in the last month have/did you?.
x. drink = no
x. smoke = no
x. have sex = no
x. made out = no
x. go on a date = no
x. go to the movies = no
x. go to the mall = yes
x. realized you hadn't talked to someone you wish you had = yes
x. been on stage = no, but in the center of the gym
x. been dumped = no
x. had someone be unfaithful to you = no
x. watched The Smurfs = no
x. hiked a mountain = no
x. been in love = yes
x. been grounded = no
more stuff?
x. are you popular = no, I'm content being myself
x. are you pretty = that's concieted
x. when's the last time you cried = Friday
x. are you a mommas boy/daddys girl = haha yeah
x. bad habits = worrying too much, laziness
x. What is one thing you wished that you’d have done = been more social in jr. high
preferences-pick?.
x. cold or hot = cold
x. lace or satin = satin
x. blue or red = blue
x. new or old = new
x. give or receive = both
x. wool or cotton = cotton
x. rose or daisy = rose
x. Private school or public school = public
x. Chocolate milk or plain milk = chocolate
x. Celsius or Fahrenheit = fahrenheit
x. Spring or Autumn = SPRING!!!
x. Inny or outty = inny
x. Now or then = then
x. English or Math = English
x. Self-stick or lick = self stick
x. Cursive or print = both
x. Paranoid or Cautious = overly cautious
x. Heights or Crowds = I hate crowds
x. Half full or half-empty = half full
x. Top or bottom = top
x. Speeding or running red lights = neither
x. Gold or silver = silver
x. Talker or listener = listener
x. Snore or talk = talk
x. Jammies or naked = pajamas
x. phone or AIM = aim
x. book or magazine = both
x. dog or cat = both
x. rain or snow = rain
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06:13 am
[Link] | Bradkins added me to his list. Dude. It's a small world...
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04:32 am
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PRAISE GOD!!!
TODAY WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL DAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood:  cheerful
Current Music: "Stuck On You"- Stacie Orrico, "We Like to Party"- VengaBoys
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08:45 pm
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WONDERFUL DAY
It was so beautiful today. I was HAPPY, GENUINELY HAPPY! I was really nervous at the beginning of the day, nauseous, but the test first hour occupied me, and Pat Nguyen was talking to me, he'a a very nice kid. I think he likes me. I was okay for the rest of the day, I got to watch this wacked-up dramatic way-out-there abstract French film on their culture. In German just got to look up recipes in the language lab. The language lab is a rather comforting place. In Calc. there was a sub, so everyone just talked so I could do my own thing. And everyone forget their object in Creative Writing, which I of course left on the table this morning, so the few ppl who brought things in got e.c., so I was safe, no confrontations. My mom bought Dairy Queen for us, and I got a large, but it was literally nearly a foot tall, I had such a hard time eating it all! Then went to the chiropractor, but the windows were open, same with at school, so it was very windy and I love the windy, semi-rainy, fresh, musty, circulating Spring weather. It made my day! I thank God for granting me such happiness today, it was very, very, very much needed, and I thank you with my heart, God.
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08:40 pm
[Link] | Yesterday was horrible. I had a panic attack after 3rd Hr. and I was so frustrated, I had to walk to 4th hr. and couldn't get away, there were just people everywhere all in my face. I managed to calm myself enough 4th Hr., but by 5th I was afraid I was going to pass out. 6th Hr. I relaxed, then a strange, solemn peace took over me. It was a really sad day for me. But my mom took me to Border's to get Tuesday's With Morrie and The Five People You Meet in Heaven. At the register I found A Purpose Fulfilled, which was a book I TOTALLY was wanting to get to read more of. It was fate from God. Thank you, God! So then I went home, studied a little and then fell asleep very peacefully. Woke up at 2:45 am on the couch, no one woke me up to go to bed (haha, what a great paradox) and then fell asleep. Woke up an hour later thinking I had to get up for school, but was very happy to find out the real time and fell back peacefully asleep.
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08:38 pm
[Link] | Well, Wednesday was good. Half day, went to Stoney Creek w/ Kevin. We drove around once, then checked out the Nature Center. There were a bunch of moms and lil kids runnin around at first, so we left but came back right away, and they finished up their little visit. Saw some turtles, frogs, snakes, fish from the lake, and this giant snapping turtle. I felt sorry for him, he was so huge compared to his box-like tank. So then we went for a walk to the Pooh Bridge and I just stayed there for awhile. Walked back to the car, drove around more, went home and slept for a few hrs.
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03:52 pm
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07:31 pm
[Link] | I still have homework, but I just guess I'll fill in some things. I'm still scared. Frightened. It's really difficult being strong. I pray to God that I can do it. Pat Nguyen made me feel better today. He was disappointed b/c I took Ms. Buchi's pink highlighter over his sparkly pink 40th Edition one. Aww. I told him I'll use it tommorrow. By 4th Hr. I felt great, estastically happy. And it was beautiful outside, which helped so much. I just really hope the rest of the week goes well. It will. God will keep me strong.
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07:24 pm
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All I Can Say Is...Wow
I am your dog, and I have a little something I'd like to whisper in your
ear. I know that you humans lead busy lives. Some have to work, some have
children to raise. It always seems like you are running here and running
there, often much too fast, often never noticing the truly grand things in
life. Look down at me now, while you sit there at your computer. See the
way my dark brown eyes look at yours? They are slightly cloudy now. That
comes with age. The gray hairs are beginning to ring my soft muzzle. You
smile at me; I see love in your eyes. What do you see in mine? Do you see a
spirit? A soul inside, who loves you as no other could in the world? A
spirit that would forgive all trespasses of prior wrong doing for just a
simple moment of your time? That is all I ask. To slow down, if even for a
few minutes, to be with me.
So many times you have been saddened by the words you read on that screen,
of others of my kind, passing. Sometimes we die young and oh so quickly,
sometimes so suddenly it wrenches your heart out of your throat.
Sometimes, we age so slowly before your eyes that you may not even seem to
know until the very end, when we look at you with grizzled muzzles and
cataract clouded eyes. Still the love is always there, even when we must
take that long sleep, to run free in a distant land. I may not be here
tomorrow; I may not be here next week. Someday you will shed the water from
your eyes, that humans have when deep grief fills their souls, and you will
be angry at yourself that you did not have just "one more day" with me.
Because I love you so, your sorrow touches my spirit and grieves me.
We have NOW, together. So come, sit down here next to me on the floor, and
look deep into my eyes. What do you see? If you look hard and deep enough
we will talk, you and I, heart to heart. Come to me not as "alpha" or as
"trainer" or even "Mom or Dad," come to me as a living soul and stroke my
fur and let us look deep into one another's eyes and talk. I may tell you
something about the fun of chasing a tennis ball, or I may tell you
something profound about myself, or even life in general. You decided to
have me in your life because you wanted a soul to share such things with.
Someone very different from you, and here I am. I am a dog, but I am alive.
I feel emotion, I feel physical senses, and I can revel in the differences
of our spirits and souls. I do not think of you as a "Dog on two feet" -- I
know what you are and who you are. You are human, in all your quirkiness,
and I love you still. Now, come sit with me, on the floor. Enter my world,
and let time slow down if only for 15 minutes. Look deep into my eyes, and
whisper into my ears. Speak with your heart, with your joy, and I will know
your true self. We may not have tomorrow, but we do have today, and life is
oh so very short. So please--come sit with me now and let us share these
precious moments we have together.
Love, on behalf of canines everywhere.
Your Dog
Author Unknown
Current Music: Quizno's commerical (with a pepper bar)
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08:31 pm
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Tiddlywinks
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Megan
-- Birth date: December and then numbers after that
-- Current Location: MI
-- Eye Color: hazel
-- Hair Color: dark, dark blonde
-- Height: too short to write it down
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: I renounce fortune telling.
LAYER TWO:
-- Favourite Color: pink, many shades of blue, happy colors
--Favourite Book: The Bible, favorite novel is always changing
--Favourite Movie: Forrest Gump
--Favourite Actor: haha, yeah gotta luv Jerry Stiller!
--Favourite Actress: but really, I don't pick favorites
--Favourite Band: don't have a favorite, but I Five Iron Frenzy, Relient K, Switchfoot, Creed, Lifehouse, Newsboys, ZOEGirl....the list goes on....
--Favourite singer: Avril Lavigne and Stacie Orrico
LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: ma mom's black loafer thingies
-- Your weakness: I had a terrible panic attack today, please pray for God to help me with this (I'd really appreciate it!)
-- Your fears: current fear has to do with having another panic attack
-- Your perfect pizza: a thin layer of cheese, crisp bacon and thick, crispy crust.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: overcome my anxiety for good
LAYER FOUR:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: haha
-- Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?
-- Your best physical feature: eyes/smile? That's a pretty conceited question.
-- Your bedtime: whenever, reasonably no later than midnight
-- Your most missed memory: being a free little kid in elementary school in first grade
LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: no, it looks gross, and there's too many people who are hooked really bad
-- Cuss: I try really, really hard not to
-- Sing: of course!
-- Take a shower everyday: everyday/every other day
-- Have a crush: I don't know I'm confoozed
-- Do you think you've been in love: I am in love, but no, not in the romantic way
-- Want to go to college: I don't want to, but I know it's good for me :)
-- Like(d) high school: counting the days we get outta there
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: I struggle with that
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes I just do in a car
-- Think you're attractive: not really
-- Think you're a health freak: haha no, i'm gonna try to become one
-- Get along with your parent(s): most of the time, I've been blessed
-- Like thunderstorms: depends, they are very beautiful as long as they don't harm a living creature
-- Play an instrument: I love to sing, instrustments I'm not too good at, I enjoy occasional strumming on the guitar or just playing on the keyboards
LAYER SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: haHA! twice in a week....yikes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no way!
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage:yes
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating:yes
-- Made homemade cookies: yes!
-- Gone skinny dipping: why are u asking me this...NO!
-- Dyed your hair: yea red and I looked funny
-- Stolen anything: when I was really little I'd steal toys from daycare, but I was like 3, I regret doing that to this day, since then I've been clean :D
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: in my 20's
-- Numbers and Names of Children: totally doesn't matter to me right now
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: I don't know right now, I don't indulge in fantasy weddings haha
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a professional singer minus the nasty industry, so I think I'd be happy as an elementary school art teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit: Australia
LAYER TEN:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? doesn't matter
-- Best hair color? doesn't matter
-- Short or long hair: either way, not too short, not too long
-- height: ummm I don't really have much of a choice on that one haha
-- Best weight: healthy
-- Best articles of clothing: I don't really care, as long as they cherish their own individuality
-- Best first date location: just a reasonable restaurant and a fun activity like paint ball (not that painful, though)
-- Best first kiss location: sounds cheesy, but Stoney Creek Park
LAYER ELEVEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- # of people I could trust with my life: God only
-- # of CDs that I own: too many to count, probably 100ish or so? I don't listen to a lot of them anymore
-- # of piercings: 5
-- # of tattoos: none
-- # of scars on my body: 2
-- # of things in my past that I regret: a lot of stuff
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07:39 pm
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Fish
Went to Walmart and got some new pets. I named the blue/white/pink Betta fish Murphy and the Albino Clawed Frog Corky. But I might still name it Bobby.
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